my bestfriend the journalist

i just can't not talk about this.. here i am bored to death so i decided to look up people in google search.. when i entered my bestfriend's name, a link was associated to her name... manila bulletin online.. I wanted to burst out laughing cause i can't really imagine her writing about certain events!! hahaha... sorry man!!! hahaha... it somehow saddened me cause i just realized that there are some things that we do not know about each other anymore, unlike back in high school.. am i just paranoid that i have been fearing too much that we're drifting apart? i guess so.. i already lost my other best frriend and i don't want history to repeat itself.. i have tried do hard to spend more time with them but i always get the

"sorry jj. .. next time na lang!"

line over and over again... i can't blame them! with all our schedules tangling us up.. it's just that some people can handle these situations but why not us? we've been through hell ... literally.. i'm not in a very happy place right now so may this be a wake up call for the two of them that i really really need them right now..

jj apostol was shot at 7:56 PM