a superhero comes clean

"oh man, oh man, oh man, i really thought i left this state of my brain being demented and all ages ago. guess i was wrong. happiness for someone like me is something that lasts only in a short period of time. all i can say is fuck it. i have been trying to avoid doing anything that would unravel my true identity. i choose not to be happy for when it's all over i'll feel nothing but misery inside and wretched once again.i've been dreaming of this instant wherein i would just rise to the ocassion and everything will fall into place. i am tired of waiting." -the fallen hero

jj apostol was shot at 7:42 PM