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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
call me ms. bitter..
- - - signs of bitterness has been brought to you by your ex..
hAY.. Mr. M. i hate you so much even if it's been years since we last saw each other.. 2 years .. i think.. well you've been coming up a lot lately.. check my recent posts.. hehe.. just wanted to remind you that i hate you sooooooooooooo much.. oh.. and your current girlfriend's not pretty.. at all.. hmmph.. you'll never be more than an ass to me.. moron! *** ****** ****** haha..
- - - signs of bitterness has been brought to you by your ex..
jj apostol was shot at 4:49 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
doobidoo
my holiday was fun.. i had 4 celebrations.. haha.. except for a scene pulled by fucking morons.. (a.k.a. mi familia) .. shit.. they just can't not be full of drama.. even on my birthday.. sheesh.. i want to move out so bad... God. make me see the winning lottery numbers in my sleep tonight.. hehe.. :D
in other news.. unsaid sorrow is up and running again.. yep.. mi bandmates and i are gonna meet up and create musical fusion once again.. i miss jamming.. oooh.. remind me to buy effects and a power amp... hmmm.. effects or comic books? hmmm... comic books it is!:D woohoo.. ooh..
to a moronic idiot.. (ridiculously redundant.. haha.. i know! i just wanted to curse him as much as i can..)you know who you are.. stay away from me fucker!! better change your layout before i sue you for plagiarism.. ass!
oh wait.. i have to computer aid draft my sports dormitory.. Shit...
for mae and lagu.. hahaha.. no worries guys! you may be 21, but you'll always look 45 to me.. haha... psycho.. labo.. :D
weird. .i miss melrose place. .hehe.. i remember jennie garth who played kelly from bev hills 90210 made a cameo appearance in melrose.. for like one episode... haha.. i think she was involved with the photographer ? not sure.. ooh,, and i loved the name dr. mancini.. hehe...
well okay.. the title of this entry has nothing to do with mi post.. haha.. i just miss apo.. haha.. crazy..:D well anyway, the much awaited international jj awareness day is now over.. huhu!! (i still hate being 20 ..) let's not dwell on that right now.. gotta stop whining.. it's not mature-like.. ehem.. womanly.. ehem.. okay I JUST HATE IT.. let's just leave it that way.. hehe.. :D crap.. but no worries, God and i made an agreement.. i'll continue to age but i'd look like a 15 year old school girl forever.. ahaha.. sounds more like a contract with the devil eh? hehe..:D
my holiday was fun.. i had 4 celebrations.. haha.. except for a scene pulled by fucking morons.. (a.k.a. mi familia) .. shit.. they just can't not be full of drama.. even on my birthday.. sheesh.. i want to move out so bad... God. make me see the winning lottery numbers in my sleep tonight.. hehe.. :D
in other news.. unsaid sorrow is up and running again.. yep.. mi bandmates and i are gonna meet up and create musical fusion once again.. i miss jamming.. oooh.. remind me to buy effects and a power amp... hmmm.. effects or comic books? hmmm... comic books it is!:D woohoo.. ooh..
to a moronic idiot.. (ridiculously redundant.. haha.. i know! i just wanted to curse him as much as i can..)you know who you are.. stay away from me fucker!! better change your layout before i sue you for plagiarism.. ass!
oh wait.. i have to computer aid draft my sports dormitory.. Shit...
for mae and lagu.. hahaha.. no worries guys! you may be 21, but you'll always look 45 to me.. haha... psycho.. labo.. :D
weird. .i miss melrose place. .hehe.. i remember jennie garth who played kelly from bev hills 90210 made a cameo appearance in melrose.. for like one episode... haha.. i think she was involved with the photographer ? not sure.. ooh,, and i loved the name dr. mancini.. hehe...
jj apostol was shot at 4:11 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
who i am hates who i've been!
God.. i hate my family! i don't think we qualify as one..these low life people would prioritize stupidity over happiness.. they're all so full of shit. . i hate saying goodbye.. depression has always been my companion . . sweet d***h.. be my escape.. soon i hope.. the sad thing is though i've been trying to avoid becoming close to what they are, slowly but surely i am. . i guess it's safe to say that who i am hates who i've been!
I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics... 'cause I don't want you to know where I am 'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps Synching up to the beating of my heart, And I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can't let that happen again 'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again'cause who I am hates who I've been.Who I am hates who I've been.
God.. i hate my family! i don't think we qualify as one..these low life people would prioritize stupidity over happiness.. they're all so full of shit. . i hate saying goodbye.. depression has always been my companion . . sweet d***h.. be my escape.. soon i hope.. the sad thing is though i've been trying to avoid becoming close to what they are, slowly but surely i am. . i guess it's safe to say that who i am hates who i've been!
jj apostol was shot at 5:17 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
NO!!!!! TEEN FOREVER!!
1. I had no drafting skills (even up to now, i think.. hehe) when i took architecture.. the only special skill i brought along from high school was the ability to speak FRENCH!! haha!
2. it took me three tries to learn how to play guitar.first try was back in 2001, then i had to stop because i injured my left hand thanks to a basketball accident, second strike was 2002, i had a hard time shifting from basic to barred chords so i gave up, then 3rd time's really a charm i guess.. 2003.. everytime i got home from school i would lock myself inside my room for hours struggling to learn.. home run baby!
3. i injured my left hand few weeks before the league started.. sheesh.. talk about bad luck.
4. i never learned how to ride a bike.. and never will i think..
5. i think i'm the only person who enjoyed ORANGE COUNTY the movie.. haha
6. i was under disciplinary action in h.s.
7. my bestfriend and i had a feud that lasted for like a month or so
8. i am guilty of hit and run driving
9. i was in an accident january 5, 2005, on my way to school . . i literally flew out of the vehicle
10. i've overcome unipolar depression.. i think . .
11. i had to undergo surgery last year because of a hole in my thigh.. eew..
12. sometimes i can't get up in the morning because of my backbone condition
13. i'm sad for a girl if she isn't smart.
14. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE KEEP TEASING ME AND A FRIEND. GROW UP PLEASE! IT'S STARTING TO GET ANNOYING.
15. i hate people who don't know how to say "thank you"
16. i hate a guy who thinks he knows it all
17. i hate people who think they speak flawless english when in reality they're so barok
18. i hate a guy who acts like he's my boyfriend
19. i hate it when people touch my hair and stomach.
20. i hate a guy who forces himself on me
21. i hate people who claim they are so good friends and listeners when really they're not
22. bad luck keeps following me around
23. i don't need a GOOD LISTENER.. i need someone who'll understand
24. for me, autocad is one of the greatest inventions
25. i miss carpooling. hehe..
26. i have the most dysfunctional family. try me
27. i accidentally erased my old blog.. so stupid. this is actually my second one
28. i'm really tempted to terminate my friendster account
29. i believe summer is the best season to be in a relationship.. had one this summer!!woohoo!!
30. summer is the greatest season ever!
31. i hate gossips
32. i hate backstabbers.
33. i think i have issues.. i 've only been in a serious relationship once.. summer loves, flings, etc. : ***teen.. seriously.. haha
34. i'm the type of kid who would help an old lady cross the street. if i don't ..my conscience would eat me alive.
35. i prefer sunrise over sunset. i find sunsets depressing
36. I believe the golden arches is better than jollibee
37. I’m a completely different person at home.
38. I ‘m so tempted to move out
39. Thesis year scares me to death
40. I think I’m gonna die young
41. I used to love coffee as a kid.. now I don’t know why I don’t like it
42. I enjoy reading law related materials
43. i miss my mazda.. I hate to be seen driving my dad’s van
44. I think that the price of fuel is astronomical
45. I hate GEORGE BUSH
46. I believe loren legarda would make a good president
47. I hate people who keep trashing emo when in reality they’re closet emos
48. Some of the movies I hate the most are: benchwarmers , stuck on you, dreamcatcher and ghost story
49. I’m one of those few people who don’t appreciate LOTR
50. I remember this shorts I had when I was a kid that said “someone in san Francisco loves me” .. haha! Wtf?
51. There are three ways I wanna die : in a car accident, dying for someone else, and dying for GOD
52. I consider myself a religious person
53. i am obsessed with the year people are born. I don’t know why.
54. I’m not a big fan of horoscopes
55. I used to have a tongue piercing. No plans of getting one again.
56. I think I can endure the pain of getting a tattoo but I don’t think there’s a design I would mind seeing on a part of my body forever
57. during lent, I usually give up soda
58. I am about to go undergo surgery again.. this time, to have my molars removed.
59. I hate people with crab mentality
60. I want to study in france
61. I think I would make a great advertiser
62. I’ve always wished to be a part of some other family
63. I hate slapstick
64. I wouldn’t want my boyfriend to be hooked on ragnarok,dota or whatever the latest pc game is
65. I hate in when I’m into something and then other people would start liking it as well then after a while like claiming it’s their thing! So annoying
66. I’ve tried dating two guys at the same time. Fun but unhealthy.. haha. No matter how much you deny it, you have to choose.. shit
67. sometimes for kicks (while driving), I would mdas plate numbers.. haha
68. I still suck when it comes to parallel parking
69. i can teach myself how to play instruments and learn programs and shit
70. I’m not a gifted singer
71. I love jolly biscuits
72. My mom left us in the care of my grandmother since I was nine
73. My sim card is 6 years old
74. i would choose my mp3 player over my cellphone
75. I hate saying goodbye
Wow! You really read ‘em all? You’re such a good friend. so anyway. .my advice for those about to turn 20: hmm.. well.. maybe I’m so scared of getting older is because I refuse to accept changes. I allowed the change waves to wipe me out .. and ever since, I never had the guts to ride my board again resulting to me being stranded in the middle of the ocean. No one wins when you let your life pass you by. The only permanent thing in this world is change. Stop dwelling on the past. Go and ride the waves!©
Hey Dudes! so this is the BIG 20 blog entry.. these past few weeks, i would usually rant about my fears on turning twenty. aaargh i hate it so much .. even the sound of TWENTY irritates me.. ho humm.. so anyway what have i learned about myself now that i've completed 1/3 of my life?..hmm.. i've listed some stuff about me that you might find weird, funny, or whatever.. they're all true by the way.. so if you're having trouble believing them, i don't give a fuck! sheesh!! i'm turning 20 man! the least you could do is not annoy me! writing about your thoughts on turning twenty is a rite of passage .. i think.. hehe..
1. I had no drafting skills (even up to now, i think.. hehe) when i took architecture.. the only special skill i brought along from high school was the ability to speak FRENCH!! haha!
2. it took me three tries to learn how to play guitar.first try was back in 2001, then i had to stop because i injured my left hand thanks to a basketball accident, second strike was 2002, i had a hard time shifting from basic to barred chords so i gave up, then 3rd time's really a charm i guess.. 2003.. everytime i got home from school i would lock myself inside my room for hours struggling to learn.. home run baby!
3. i injured my left hand few weeks before the league started.. sheesh.. talk about bad luck.
4. i never learned how to ride a bike.. and never will i think..
5. i think i'm the only person who enjoyed ORANGE COUNTY the movie.. haha
6. i was under disciplinary action in h.s.
7. my bestfriend and i had a feud that lasted for like a month or so
8. i am guilty of hit and run driving
9. i was in an accident january 5, 2005, on my way to school . . i literally flew out of the vehicle
10. i've overcome unipolar depression.. i think . .
11. i had to undergo surgery last year because of a hole in my thigh.. eew..
12. sometimes i can't get up in the morning because of my backbone condition
13. i'm sad for a girl if she isn't smart.
14. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE KEEP TEASING ME AND A FRIEND. GROW UP PLEASE! IT'S STARTING TO GET ANNOYING.
15. i hate people who don't know how to say "thank you"
16. i hate a guy who thinks he knows it all
17. i hate people who think they speak flawless english when in reality they're so barok
18. i hate a guy who acts like he's my boyfriend
19. i hate it when people touch my hair and stomach.
20. i hate a guy who forces himself on me
21. i hate people who claim they are so good friends and listeners when really they're not
22. bad luck keeps following me around
23. i don't need a GOOD LISTENER.. i need someone who'll understand
24. for me, autocad is one of the greatest inventions
25. i miss carpooling. hehe..
26. i have the most dysfunctional family. try me
27. i accidentally erased my old blog.. so stupid. this is actually my second one
28. i'm really tempted to terminate my friendster account
29. i believe summer is the best season to be in a relationship.. had one this summer!!woohoo!!
30. summer is the greatest season ever!
31. i hate gossips
32. i hate backstabbers.
33. i think i have issues.. i 've only been in a serious relationship once.. summer loves, flings, etc. : ***teen.. seriously.. haha
34. i'm the type of kid who would help an old lady cross the street. if i don't ..my conscience would eat me alive.
35. i prefer sunrise over sunset. i find sunsets depressing
36. I believe the golden arches is better than jollibee
37. I’m a completely different person at home.
38. I ‘m so tempted to move out
39. Thesis year scares me to death
40. I think I’m gonna die young
41. I used to love coffee as a kid.. now I don’t know why I don’t like it
42. I enjoy reading law related materials
43. i miss my mazda.. I hate to be seen driving my dad’s van
44. I think that the price of fuel is astronomical
45. I hate GEORGE BUSH
46. I believe loren legarda would make a good president
47. I hate people who keep trashing emo when in reality they’re closet emos
48. Some of the movies I hate the most are: benchwarmers , stuck on you, dreamcatcher and ghost story
49. I’m one of those few people who don’t appreciate LOTR
50. I remember this shorts I had when I was a kid that said “someone in san Francisco loves me” .. haha! Wtf?
51. There are three ways I wanna die : in a car accident, dying for someone else, and dying for GOD
52. I consider myself a religious person
53. i am obsessed with the year people are born. I don’t know why.
54. I’m not a big fan of horoscopes
55. I used to have a tongue piercing. No plans of getting one again.
56. I think I can endure the pain of getting a tattoo but I don’t think there’s a design I would mind seeing on a part of my body forever
57. during lent, I usually give up soda
58. I am about to go undergo surgery again.. this time, to have my molars removed.
59. I hate people with crab mentality
60. I want to study in france
61. I think I would make a great advertiser
62. I’ve always wished to be a part of some other family
63. I hate slapstick
64. I wouldn’t want my boyfriend to be hooked on ragnarok,dota or whatever the latest pc game is
65. I hate in when I’m into something and then other people would start liking it as well then after a while like claiming it’s their thing! So annoying
66. I’ve tried dating two guys at the same time. Fun but unhealthy.. haha. No matter how much you deny it, you have to choose.. shit
67. sometimes for kicks (while driving), I would mdas plate numbers.. haha
68. I still suck when it comes to parallel parking
69. i can teach myself how to play instruments and learn programs and shit
70. I’m not a gifted singer
71. I love jolly biscuits
72. My mom left us in the care of my grandmother since I was nine
73. My sim card is 6 years old
74. i would choose my mp3 player over my cellphone
75. I hate saying goodbye
Wow! You really read ‘em all? You’re such a good friend. so anyway. .my advice for those about to turn 20: hmm.. well.. maybe I’m so scared of getting older is because I refuse to accept changes. I allowed the change waves to wipe me out .. and ever since, I never had the guts to ride my board again resulting to me being stranded in the middle of the ocean. No one wins when you let your life pass you by. The only permanent thing in this world is change. Stop dwelling on the past. Go and ride the waves!©
jj apostol was shot at 7:44 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
For Future References
1. St Thomas Square for my PP Critique!
2. The name "Terminal Front Drive" for my new punk band
3. "Manny Pacquiao Sports Center" as the name of our Naga Complex in Design
I'm not kidding.. For Future references.. Thanks..
Guys I'm calling dibs on following :
1. St Thomas Square for my PP Critique!
2. The name "Terminal Front Drive" for my new punk band
3. "Manny Pacquiao Sports Center" as the name of our Naga Complex in Design
I'm not kidding.. For Future references.. Thanks..
jj apostol was shot at 10:22 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Get ready depression!
I had to reformat my player then KABOOM!! All the songs (1000+) were gone in an instant.. .I’m so pissed right now.. I didn’t have a backup drive or whatever.. Shitness.. I wanna die. . MUSIC NO MORE!! Whoa.. I think I just got the gravity of the situation. . It’s worse than I thought.. hmmm.. So alright.. See yah ! OFF TO THE TIME MACHINE.. shit.. I’ve lost my mind as well.. ©
Hey Dudes! What the hell .. Life Sucks! Seriously man! Why does it always have to be me? AAArgh!!!! I just f-ing hate SONY!!! AAAArgh!! So Anyway, I uploaded a bunch of songs for my walkman just a while ago.. then as I was trying out the songs, the player kept prompting
TRACK ERROR!! CANNOT PLAY!!!Every f-ing time.. from Michael Buble to Emery!! Aargh!!
I had to reformat my player then KABOOM!! All the songs (1000+) were gone in an instant.. .I’m so pissed right now.. I didn’t have a backup drive or whatever.. Shitness.. I wanna die. . MUSIC NO MORE!! Whoa.. I think I just got the gravity of the situation. . It’s worse than I thought.. hmmm.. So alright.. See yah ! OFF TO THE TIME MACHINE.. shit.. I’ve lost my mind as well.. ©
jj apostol was shot at 7:48 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Tell Me.
Elements that would add up to a great telenovela. sorry folks. What you might find entertaining is something i have to suffer and live with for the rest of my life. Yes. The story of my life. from way before i was born, it never got better. I think Shakespeare would agree in calling this a tragic story. We are so far from getting a happy ending. Uggh.. I just hate them so much. Every single time i gave them a chance to change, they've done nothing but let me down.
Bigamy, Drugs, Cheating, Drinking Problems, Battered Kids, Children running away from home, Parents disowning their children, Emancipation, Lies, Separation , Illegitimate Children, Mothers denying their own sons and daughters, Abortion, Greed, Depression..
Elements that would add up to a great telenovela. sorry folks. What you might find entertaining is something i have to suffer and live with for the rest of my life. Yes. The story of my life. from way before i was born, it never got better. I think Shakespeare would agree in calling this a tragic story. We are so far from getting a happy ending. Uggh.. I just hate them so much. Every single time i gave them a chance to change, they've done nothing but let me down.
jj apostol was shot at 9:39 PM