Sunday, August 20, 2006
NO!!!!! TEEN FOREVER!!

Hey Dudes! so this is the BIG 20 blog entry.. these past few weeks, i would usually rant about my fears on turning twenty. aaargh i hate it so much .. even the sound of TWENTY irritates me.. ho humm.. so anyway what have i learned about myself now that i've completed 1/3 of my life?..hmm.. i've listed some stuff about me that you might find weird, funny, or whatever.. they're all true by the way.. so if you're having trouble believing them, i don't give a fuck! sheesh!! i'm turning 20 man! the least you could do is not annoy me! writing about your thoughts on turning twenty is a rite of passage .. i think.. hehe..



1. I had no drafting skills (even up to now, i think.. hehe) when i took architecture.. the only special skill i brought along from high school was the ability to speak FRENCH!! haha!

2. it took me three tries to learn how to play guitar.first try was back in 2001, then i had to stop because i injured my left hand thanks to a basketball accident, second strike was 2002, i had a hard time shifting from basic to barred chords so i gave up, then 3rd time's really a charm i guess.. 2003.. everytime i got home from school i would lock myself inside my room for hours struggling to learn.. home run baby!

3. i injured my left hand few weeks before the league started.. sheesh.. talk about bad luck.

4. i never learned how to ride a bike.. and never will i think..

5. i think i'm the only person who enjoyed ORANGE COUNTY the movie.. haha

6. i was under disciplinary action in h.s.

7. my bestfriend and i had a feud that lasted for like a month or so

8. i am guilty of hit and run driving

9. i was in an accident january 5, 2005, on my way to school . . i literally flew out of the vehicle

10. i've overcome unipolar depression.. i think . .

11. i had to undergo surgery last year because of a hole in my thigh.. eew..

12. sometimes i can't get up in the morning because of my backbone condition

13. i'm sad for a girl if she isn't smart.

14. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE KEEP TEASING ME AND A FRIEND. GROW UP PLEASE! IT'S STARTING TO GET ANNOYING.

15. i hate people who don't know how to say "thank you"

16. i hate a guy who thinks he knows it all

17. i hate people who think they speak flawless english when in reality they're so barok

18. i hate a guy who acts like he's my boyfriend

19. i hate it when people touch my hair and stomach.

20. i hate a guy who forces himself on me

21. i hate people who claim they are so good friends and listeners when really they're not

22. bad luck keeps following me around

23. i don't need a GOOD LISTENER.. i need someone who'll understand

24. for me, autocad is one of the greatest inventions

25. i miss carpooling. hehe..

26. i have the most dysfunctional family. try me

27. i accidentally erased my old blog.. so stupid. this is actually my second one

28. i'm really tempted to terminate my friendster account

29. i believe summer is the best season to be in a relationship.. had one this summer!!woohoo!!

30. summer is the greatest season ever!

31. i hate gossips

32. i hate backstabbers.

33. i think i have issues.. i 've only been in a serious relationship once.. summer loves, flings, etc. : ***teen.. seriously.. haha

34. i'm the type of kid who would help an old lady cross the street. if i don't ..my conscience would eat me alive.


35. i prefer sunrise over sunset. i find sunsets depressing

36. I believe the golden arches is better than jollibee

37. I’m a completely different person at home.

38. I ‘m so tempted to move out

39. Thesis year scares me to death

40. I think I’m gonna die young

41. I used to love coffee as a kid.. now I don’t know why I don’t like it

42. I enjoy reading law related materials

43. i miss my mazda.. I hate to be seen driving my dad’s van

44. I think that the price of fuel is astronomical

45. I hate GEORGE BUSH

46. I believe loren legarda would make a good president

47. I hate people who keep trashing emo when in reality they’re closet emos

48. Some of the movies I hate the most are: benchwarmers , stuck on you, dreamcatcher and ghost story

49. I’m one of those few people who don’t appreciate LOTR

50. I remember this shorts I had when I was a kid that said “someone in san Francisco loves me” .. haha! Wtf?

51. There are three ways I wanna die : in a car accident, dying for someone else, and dying for GOD

52. I consider myself a religious person

53. i am obsessed with the year people are born. I don’t know why.

54. I’m not a big fan of horoscopes

55. I used to have a tongue piercing. No plans of getting one again.

56. I think I can endure the pain of getting a tattoo but I don’t think there’s a design I would mind seeing on a part of my body forever

57. during lent, I usually give up soda

58. I am about to go undergo surgery again.. this time, to have my molars removed.

59. I hate people with crab mentality

60. I want to study in france

61. I think I would make a great advertiser

62. I’ve always wished to be a part of some other family

63. I hate slapstick

64. I wouldn’t want my boyfriend to be hooked on ragnarok,dota or whatever the latest pc game is

65. I hate in when I’m into something and then other people would start liking it as well then after a while like claiming it’s their thing! So annoying

66. I’ve tried dating two guys at the same time. Fun but unhealthy.. haha. No matter how much you deny it, you have to choose.. shit

67. sometimes for kicks (while driving), I would mdas plate numbers.. haha

68. I still suck when it comes to parallel parking

69. i can teach myself how to play instruments and learn programs and shit

70. I’m not a gifted singer

71. I love jolly biscuits

72. My mom left us in the care of my grandmother since I was nine

73. My sim card is 6 years old

74. i would choose my mp3 player over my cellphone

75. I hate saying goodbye


Wow! You really read ‘em all? You’re such a good friend. so anyway. .my advice for those about to turn 20: hmm.. well.. maybe I’m so scared of getting older is because I refuse to accept changes. I allowed the change waves to wipe me out .. and ever since, I never had the guts to ride my board again resulting to me being stranded in the middle of the ocean. No one wins when you let your life pass you by. The only permanent thing in this world is change. Stop dwelling on the past. Go and ride the waves!©

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