NO!!!!! TEEN FOREVER!!
Hey Dudes! so this is the BIG 20 blog entry.. these past few weeks, i would usually rant about my fears on turning twenty. aaargh i hate it so much .. even the sound of TWENTY irritates me.. ho humm.. so anyway what have i learned about myself now that i've completed 1/3 of my life?..hmm.. i've listed some stuff about me that you might find weird, funny, or whatever.. they're all true by the way.. so if you're having trouble believing them, i don't give a fuck! sheesh!! i'm turning 20 man! the least you could do is not annoy me! writing about your thoughts on turning twenty is a rite of passage .. i think.. hehe..
1. I had no drafting skills (even up to now, i think.. hehe) when i took architecture.. the only special skill i brought along from high school was the ability to speak FRENCH!! haha!
2. it took me three tries to learn how to play guitar.first try was back in 2001, then i had to stop because i injured my left hand thanks to a basketball accident, second strike was 2002, i had a hard time shifting from basic to barred chords so i gave up, then 3rd time's really a charm i guess.. 2003.. everytime i got home from school i would lock myself inside my room for hours struggling to learn.. home run baby!
3. i injured my left hand few weeks before the league started.. sheesh.. talk about bad luck.
4. i never learned how to ride a bike.. and never will i think..
5. i think i'm the only person who enjoyed ORANGE COUNTY the movie.. haha
6. i was under disciplinary action in h.s.
7. my bestfriend and i had a feud that lasted for like a month or so
8. i am guilty of hit and run driving
9. i was in an accident january 5, 2005, on my way to school . . i literally flew out of the vehicle
10. i've overcome unipolar depression.. i think . .
11. i had to undergo surgery last year because of a hole in my thigh.. eew..
12. sometimes i can't get up in the morning because of my backbone condition
13. i'm sad for a girl if she isn't smart.
14. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE KEEP TEASING ME AND A FRIEND. GROW UP PLEASE! IT'S STARTING TO GET ANNOYING.
15. i hate people who don't know how to say "thank you"
16. i hate a guy who thinks he knows it all
17. i hate people who think they speak flawless english when in reality they're so barok
18. i hate a guy who acts like he's my boyfriend
19. i hate it when people touch my hair and stomach.
20. i hate a guy who forces himself on me
21. i hate people who claim they are so good friends and listeners when really they're not
22. bad luck keeps following me around
23. i don't need a GOOD LISTENER.. i need someone who'll understand
24. for me, autocad is one of the greatest inventions
25. i miss carpooling. hehe..
26. i have the most dysfunctional family. try me
27. i accidentally erased my old blog.. so stupid. this is actually my second one
28. i'm really tempted to terminate my friendster account
29. i believe summer is the best season to be in a relationship.. had one this summer!!woohoo!!
30. summer is the greatest season ever!
31. i hate gossips
32. i hate backstabbers.
33. i think i have issues.. i 've only been in a serious relationship once.. summer loves, flings, etc. : ***teen.. seriously.. haha
34. i'm the type of kid who would help an old lady cross the street. if i don't ..my conscience would eat me alive.
35. i prefer sunrise over sunset. i find sunsets depressing
36. I believe the golden arches is better than jollibee
37. I’m a completely different person at home.
38. I ‘m so tempted to move out
39. Thesis year scares me to death
40. I think I’m gonna die young
41. I used to love coffee as a kid.. now I don’t know why I don’t like it
42. I enjoy reading law related materials
43. i miss my mazda.. I hate to be seen driving my dad’s van
44. I think that the price of fuel is astronomical
45. I hate GEORGE BUSH
46. I believe loren legarda would make a good president
47. I hate people who keep trashing emo when in reality they’re closet emos
48. Some of the movies I hate the most are: benchwarmers , stuck on you, dreamcatcher and ghost story
49. I’m one of those few people who don’t appreciate LOTR
50. I remember this shorts I had when I was a kid that said “someone in san Francisco loves me” .. haha! Wtf?
51. There are three ways I wanna die : in a car accident, dying for someone else, and dying for GOD
52. I consider myself a religious person
53. i am obsessed with the year people are born. I don’t know why.
54. I’m not a big fan of horoscopes
55. I used to have a tongue piercing. No plans of getting one again.
56. I think I can endure the pain of getting a tattoo but I don’t think there’s a design I would mind seeing on a part of my body forever
57. during lent, I usually give up soda
58. I am about to go undergo surgery again.. this time, to have my molars removed.
59. I hate people with crab mentality
60. I want to study in france
61. I think I would make a great advertiser
62. I’ve always wished to be a part of some other family
63. I hate slapstick
64. I wouldn’t want my boyfriend to be hooked on ragnarok,dota or whatever the latest pc game is
65. I hate in when I’m into something and then other people would start liking it as well then after a while like claiming it’s their thing! So annoying
66. I’ve tried dating two guys at the same time. Fun but unhealthy.. haha. No matter how much you deny it, you have to choose.. shit
67. sometimes for kicks (while driving), I would mdas plate numbers.. haha
68. I still suck when it comes to parallel parking
69. i can teach myself how to play instruments and learn programs and shit
70. I’m not a gifted singer
71. I love jolly biscuits
72. My mom left us in the care of my grandmother since I was nine
73. My sim card is 6 years old
74. i would choose my mp3 player over my cellphone
75. I hate saying goodbye
Wow! You really read ‘em all? You’re such a good friend. so anyway. .my advice for those about to turn 20: hmm.. well.. maybe I’m so scared of getting older is because I refuse to accept changes. I allowed the change waves to wipe me out .. and ever since, I never had the guts to ride my board again resulting to me being stranded in the middle of the ocean. No one wins when you let your life pass you by. The only permanent thing in this world is change. Stop dwelling on the past. Go and ride the waves!©
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