Shame..

SHIT... Im so sorry.. i'm such a horrible person.. you've been there for me too many times and all i've done was let you down.. arrrgh.. i just hate myself.. what kind of sick person would fine amusement in a friend's misery.. arrrghh! i swear this time, it'll be different... sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. i really want to f-ing cry right now.. i really hate who i've become.. i am eternally apologetic.. i can find 0 excuses for my actions..

jj apostol was shot at 9:46 PM