pop goes my heart..

well the post has no relation to the title.. it's just that pop goes my heart has been playing over and over again on my mind.. complete with the 80's get up and bad hair.. haaaay...

anyhoo.. dad's gonna be back on the 21st.. ffffucccck... i really miss him but on the other hand, i don't wanna see him coz lately, he's been really scolding me left and right.. i swear i've no idea why.. he has like a gentle soul with everyone else but me.. it's like evil has taken form in him.. ooohh... he's like the darth vader to my luke skywalker.. good one right? hehe.. what i'm really scared is when he gets home, he will beat the life out of me.. hehe.. i hope not.. i've back to back gigs this summer.. i don't wanna go up on stage and perform beaten up black and blue like a panda.. hahaha.. let's just all hope for the best,, it's been nice knowing you all... i hope i've made differences in all of your lives.. my life has had a good run right? hehehehehe..

seriously i'm dreading april 21...

jj apostol was shot at 5:01 PM