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Sunday, February 03, 2008
Another all-time low.
Saturday, January 26 was second endorsement. I had complete requirements. from plans to perspectives, i've even laid them out in photoshop with the borders and shit. I could speak for Pao and Hinch, who were with me (and were also creamed by Ponce), that out of the bunch, i was the only one who completed everything. Ponce whipped out my progress chart and checked every requirement box there is. Now all i had to do was finalize everything and improve my sections which she thought were "pangit." hehe. but other than that, i was a shoo in for the last endorsement.
The following week, i worked really hard on my sections. i detailed them. good Lord. you could see the bed sheet patterns, the plants, the wallpapers and the pictures on the walls. That's how detailed they were. I had 4 buildings so i made 4 sections. Wednesday morning, i labeled the sections, details and structural concept. After that, the only things i had to do were labeling the plans, exporting, and photoshopping. I saved my files, and left Cad 2008 open coz i had to get ready to go to school to buy backing boards for my print outs. I let my little sister use MY computer. Well that was hell. i had to commute with a 30"x40" bag filled with corrugated boards (14) that were meant to be used as backing boards for my print outs.. Anyway, i had it all figured out. i was going to have my stuff printed in Microcadd SM BACOOR come Friday morning.. hehe. yeah i found it funny at first also..hehe.. i had to call NDD to contact them and inquire on their rates.. anyhoo, upon arrival at home, i immediately opened the PC and my CAD files that i left before leaving. I was really surprised that it was taking a really long time to load. really. and then after like 5 minutes, they're finally loaded but all i can see were blank documents. i started to get scared so i zoomed the screen in and out hoping the drawings would appear. For my 3 files that morning, (details, structural concept, and sections), that was what happened. i tried the *.bak, and recovery tools, nothing happened. It dawned on me that my files were corrupted. I started to cry immediately while throwing random curses. I shouted at my little sister and asked her what had happened.. the only reply i got was "EH NAG HANG NGA EH!" i wanted to smack her in the face and do a weird judo kick flip or something. I wanted to kill her. You know what's worse than people who don't say sorry? people who won't admit they've done something wrong. I explained to the gravity of the situation saying that my computer has hung up on me many times but never had it erased my files. what a moron. she kept repeating "EH NAG HANG NGA EH!" as if that was the only group of words she could put together. then my whore of a mother was all mad at me for cursing and wanting everyone to be pissed off also coz of what happened. Dude seriously, have i got reasons to grieve over what happened? Fuck you! your poser daughter destroyed my thesis. and my future as well. I tried finishing everything. but time was definitely not on my side. It wasn't until it was friday afternoon that i realized it's not looking so good for me. I won't be able to finish come saturday. yeah. you could guess what happened next. there was nothing to do but accept the fact that it's over. I won't be marching this sem ender.
God, i've Bled for this thesis and this is all i get? not even a slot for deliberation? Life's unfair most of the time. I would like to say sorry to everyone who was expecting. I quit the band for thesis. i went home early from australia for thesis. i stopped going out for thesis. My life was my thesis and this is what happens. i am really frustrated over the series of unfortunate events in my life. I worked so hard for this. Way harder than some of the people who were endorsed yesterday. God! What do i get in the end? A dead father and no graduation? My dad (before he passed away last November) was scheduled to go home for my graduation come March. He was the most excited about it. What kind of a sick kid i am to not be able to fulfill the wish of her dead father? ARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH!!!
Fuck!
sorry dad.
I know i've announced a few months back that i would be using my blogspot to broadcast my thoughts, yes? I just wanted also to use multiply 'coz i think more people view my multiply than my blogspot. (Rockstar mode, ON) Yeah. Anyway, before people start talking as to why i'm not graduating, let me be the one to give you a play by play on what happened.
Saturday, January 26 was second endorsement. I had complete requirements. from plans to perspectives, i've even laid them out in photoshop with the borders and shit. I could speak for Pao and Hinch, who were with me (and were also creamed by Ponce), that out of the bunch, i was the only one who completed everything. Ponce whipped out my progress chart and checked every requirement box there is. Now all i had to do was finalize everything and improve my sections which she thought were "pangit." hehe. but other than that, i was a shoo in for the last endorsement.
The following week, i worked really hard on my sections. i detailed them. good Lord. you could see the bed sheet patterns, the plants, the wallpapers and the pictures on the walls. That's how detailed they were. I had 4 buildings so i made 4 sections. Wednesday morning, i labeled the sections, details and structural concept. After that, the only things i had to do were labeling the plans, exporting, and photoshopping. I saved my files, and left Cad 2008 open coz i had to get ready to go to school to buy backing boards for my print outs. I let my little sister use MY computer. Well that was hell. i had to commute with a 30"x40" bag filled with corrugated boards (14) that were meant to be used as backing boards for my print outs.. Anyway, i had it all figured out. i was going to have my stuff printed in Microcadd SM BACOOR come Friday morning.. hehe. yeah i found it funny at first also..hehe.. i had to call NDD to contact them and inquire on their rates.. anyhoo, upon arrival at home, i immediately opened the PC and my CAD files that i left before leaving. I was really surprised that it was taking a really long time to load. really. and then after like 5 minutes, they're finally loaded but all i can see were blank documents. i started to get scared so i zoomed the screen in and out hoping the drawings would appear. For my 3 files that morning, (details, structural concept, and sections), that was what happened. i tried the *.bak, and recovery tools, nothing happened. It dawned on me that my files were corrupted. I started to cry immediately while throwing random curses. I shouted at my little sister and asked her what had happened.. the only reply i got was "EH NAG HANG NGA EH!" i wanted to smack her in the face and do a weird judo kick flip or something. I wanted to kill her. You know what's worse than people who don't say sorry? people who won't admit they've done something wrong. I explained to the gravity of the situation saying that my computer has hung up on me many times but never had it erased my files. what a moron. she kept repeating "EH NAG HANG NGA EH!" as if that was the only group of words she could put together. then my whore of a mother was all mad at me for cursing and wanting everyone to be pissed off also coz of what happened. Dude seriously, have i got reasons to grieve over what happened? Fuck you! your poser daughter destroyed my thesis. and my future as well. I tried finishing everything. but time was definitely not on my side. It wasn't until it was friday afternoon that i realized it's not looking so good for me. I won't be able to finish come saturday. yeah. you could guess what happened next. there was nothing to do but accept the fact that it's over. I won't be marching this sem ender.
God, i've Bled for this thesis and this is all i get? not even a slot for deliberation? Life's unfair most of the time. I would like to say sorry to everyone who was expecting. I quit the band for thesis. i went home early from australia for thesis. i stopped going out for thesis. My life was my thesis and this is what happens. i am really frustrated over the series of unfortunate events in my life. I worked so hard for this. Way harder than some of the people who were endorsed yesterday. God! What do i get in the end? A dead father and no graduation? My dad (before he passed away last November) was scheduled to go home for my graduation come March. He was the most excited about it. What kind of a sick kid i am to not be able to fulfill the wish of her dead father? ARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH!!!
Fuck!
sorry dad.
jj apostol was shot at 1:41 PM