The music in me

This post is not as fruity as the title. Ha!

Well these past few days, i've been obsessed with playing music. It's weird. yes. I've been playing the keyboard, guitar, and bass all day. Hmm. i'm planning to start a one woman band and will be touring around the metro pretty soon. Ha. Of course i'm kidding. :)

Maybe a few more days keeping this up and i'll be sure to score a chair in the Philharmonic Orchestra. Before that, i have to learn new drum beats. I can only play one beat. (in different tempos) Lol.

I can't believe how incredibly talented i am. Lol.
(background music: Here she comes to save the day, Mighty Gloat is on her way)

Well Valentine's day is out the window. Woot. The night of valentine's day, i was quite sad coz all i got were a card and a rose. Pffft.. From my friend and my stepdad. Talk about depressing. Anyhoo, as i retired that night, i had the weirdest dream. I dreamt of the ghosts of my valentine past. Yeah. talk about fruity. I woke up really early and had this weird feeling in my stomach. Yes. they were definitely butterflies. Hmmm.. Yeah i guess it's safe to say i'm still in that God forbidden place. :) and i'm thinking of giving it another try. what do you think? Hey i've hurt people too and they've given me a chance.

THis just feels strange. Being cynical for quite some time and now feeling the butterflies again? Maybe it's just the spirit of Valentine's day. I don't know. but i sure am liking what i'm feeling right now.. Haaay. Good lord, i'm in a state of perpetual bliss.

jj apostol was shot at 11:08 AM