nothing

yeah. nothing's change. it's been more than a month since my last entry and my life's getting crappier by the minute.

well thesis endorsement is snooping around the corner, and i don't think i'll be able to make it. hmmm.. really, this is too much for me to handle right now.

from the very start of the sem, i already told the family that i didn't feel like going to school at least for this sem. of course they disapproved. i can't blame them. well who would want to hear that?

i don't know. it's just super hard for me right now. is losing someone this hard? it never stops hurting? the pain only cuts deeper and deeper through time?

God, i'd give anything to be with my dad right now. Even if it would cost me my life.

jj apostol was shot at 4:22 AM